They were all very different in color, style, and size. They varied from somber dark browns and grays to tropical oranges, reds, and yellows. Some were very realistic, some impressionistic, some totally abstract.
One was a large mural. But in the corner, there were postcard-sized miniatures. In every painting, a candle predominated.
The artist was obsessed with the image of the candle. A tall, slim candle, wax dripping down its side, the wick erect, the flame flickering. Somehow, each candle evoked the picture of a person.
I made a note of the artist's name, hoping that one day I would be able to afford one his works, and would then find him, but I lost the scrap of paper with his name and address long ago.
The memory of the candles bedecking his workroom walls has remained with me. As long as I can remember, I have been fascinated by candles and by their human-like quality.
In my early teens, I was taught to meditate in front of a burning candle, and to associate my meditation with the biblical phrase, "A candle of G od is the soul of man".
"What are some ways that human beings resemble candles?" This question was assigned to me by the old rabbi who was my first spiritual guide. In my early adolescence I was part of a group of six or seven peers who met with this rabbi once a month in a dark and, you guessed it, candlelit room.
It was our task to gaze at a burning candle and imagine the affinities between candles and men. At the end of the month, we were to report on our findings.
I never returned at the end of that month. Without that closure, it is no wonder that I still reflect, over sixty years later, on the resemblances between people and candles.
This week's Torah portion speaks of the candles that Aaron lit in the ancient Tabernacle. The Bible speaks not of the "lighting of" the candles, but of the "raising up" of the candles. The commentaries eagerly point out that it is not sufficient to kindle the candle; one must see to it that the flame will continue to burn on its own.
The candle thus becomes a metaphor for the process of teaching: parent to child, or master to disciple. It is never sufficient to merely touch the child with the flame of knowledge.
Rather, one must "raise up" the flame so that it will grow and will nurture the student for a long time. The task of the teacher is to ensure that the flame will continue to burn on its own, that knowledge will be a lifetime process.
There is another traditional Jewish saying which inspires me: "A little bit of light can dispel much darkness". The little candle teaches us how much good a single person, or even a single act, can accomplish. It is not necessary for one to try to ignite powerful floodlights. If all that one can do is light a match, that paltry act can achieve unforeseen illumination.
Rabbi Tzvi Hersh Weinreb, PhD is currently the Executive Vice President, Emeritus of the Orthodox Union.
Previously:
- Profound peddlers and life-giving potions
- The lure of Jewish spirituality: The components that make it different --- and arguably unique
- When President George W. Bush taught me a Torah lesson
- Spiritual snobbery
- The First Job Interview
- Man proposes and the Lord disposes
- The mighty meek
- At home in Dystopia?
- Filling in the Blanks
- How'm I Doing?
- Answering Unanswered Prayers
- Deuteronomy: A Sublime Autobiography
- Are we all imposters?
- Candle of G0D is the Soul of Man
- On being religious but not righteous
- A Time for Silence, a Time for Speech
- The Victorious Victim
- The Stigma of Fame
- Hopeless
- Thinking and Dreaming
- Friday Night with Grandpa
- Bedeviled Spirituality
- How He expects your child to be reared
- Jews are obsessed
- A true leader knows when to be intolerant
- The Secret to Becoming Historical (Spiritual) Heroes
- Above Suspicion
- Fashion fundamentals: Clothing making man is more Higher Truth than cliche
- Creature Feature
- Bible hater confronts proud Jew
- Holy hospitality
- Dangerous phrase, popular as it may be, contradicts everything we know about the human experience
- Material success carries theological weight?
- Is it appropriate to practice religion only for its health benefits?
- When I didn't so 'humbly disagree'
- The Inspired Loner
- Words of Fire
- Redemption
- When the utopian idealist met the hardnosed realist in the park
- Worrying about idolatry
- What Moses knew about motivation
- Commuting and Commenting: Conversations of a Life in Motion
- Unanswered prayers force unlearning lessons
- Dogs, too, have pedigrees
- Count Me In
- Open Eyes, and an Open Heart